symptoms since the start of the week:

after my first day or two of class, I've been really tired and ached all over.

then, I found a small bruise on the inside of my arm.

and today, I felt really sick.

I've given and recieved oral twice(both at the same time each). in the past six months.

both kinda had to see the paperwork to show I've been tested(figured it'd come in handy)...but why would someone infected require to see paperwork to feel comfortable with oral?

but anyways, I'm ready to accept the consequences, and never do sexual stuff again.

I mean, I thought it was iron dificiency, since I have the same symptoms of being anemic(I've cut down on meats to lose weight, big time).  and the same symptoms appear in smokers too(since I just started smoking a few months ago).

but since I've done oral, wouldn't it mean that it's most likely HIV?

Also, maybe you should start asking for paperwork.

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No, sounds like you've just been shootin' heroin.

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And that bruise is a bunch of needle tracks dumbass.

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Maricle - Marijuana

could be anything, really. but get tested just to be sure. you'll feel better about it afterwards

just get yourself tested...

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It's the terror of knowing what this world is about, watching
some good friend screaming "Let me out!"

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Here are some symptoms:http://www.epigee.org/health/hiv_symptoms.html

 
just get yourself tested...

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I was just there, matter of fact.  I think I may be over reacting.  I talked with a friend, and he reminded me that I did hit my arm while moving furniture into my dad's apartment.

I think I may have just heard someone say that HIV can cause extreme fatigue, and being that I'm gay, that may have been it.

I don't care what people say, gay men are jerks(some of them), and I didn't really give myself time to think, I just ran home and panicked.  I'll still get tested again,  but I feel better now that a friend put everything into perspective.