And that hurts. Everytime i ask them to do something they ignore me, or don't answer my texts... or say yes then change their minds.

They don't even have time to talk to me half of the time.... When i REALLY need someone to talk to. Everytime i think things are getting better with them, i find out i'm wrong.

Then my boyfriend, who i love and everything but who lately only has consideration for himself, is causing me ten times more stress. He doesn't understand anything i'm going through and just makes everything to more difficult for me, but no matter how hard it is for me i love him so i put up with it... but its getting REALLY REALLY hard.

However, i do love him more than anything and i would do anything in the world for him but i just wish he would do the same for me...

So basically when i'm not with my boyfriend i sit at home by myself while all my supposed "friends" are out hanging out with each other. I spend ALOT of time alone crying, which is extremely pathetic but i really can't help it...

Then on top of all of that, i have family problems which none of them could probably understand at all, and even if they could i don't think they'd care, well my bf knows but none of my friends care... at all.

I just don't know what to do anymore i can't handle all of this so if anyone could like... help me know what to do? That would be greatttt... thanks.

Get new stuff to do and connect with new people... and make new friends.

Keep trying to explain it to ur bf and maybe look for other friends

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So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false.
The truth is that I'm a bad person,but that's going to change.