My dad will be coming to America AGAINST DOCTOR'S ADVICE and he insists that he meet me and he insists that I can't go to Europe. So in his mind I am just doing as he says.

What the fuck. Fucking hell he just always DECIDES on something and that's it, that's the way everything's gonna be. He just rambled and rattled on about his itinery and all this shit about meeting him where and so on and on and on.

Fucking hell, as if I want to see his repulsive face. His 2nd marriage is going to shits now so this holiday is gonna suck like hell for him. I just know it. He will drive everyone insane and possibly burst into a violent rage and hit people/things. If he sees me I'll be the outlet for it all.

Anyway I'm still going to Europe. I haven't told him again yet.

This is gonna be really shit when I return and have to see him again. But whatever.

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i spy on you too