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Okay, I hooked up with this guy on the first weekend of october well on the thursday night and he asked me out on the saturday morning to go to the cinema on the monday and i said yes.. I was at a weekend away kayaking with his brother and anyway i was supposed to get the bus back on the sunday evening but he came down to where we were to go surfing and ended up giving me a lift home but didn't bring home his brother.. On the car journey we got on really well and i really like his personality he isn't the best looking guy but there is just something about him. When we arrived back at our college he offered to carry my heavy bag up to my apartment and i kinda saw it coming.. anyway we were making out on my bed and we ended up having sex.. I know what a way to jump into it.. But the next day he texted me and still wanted to meet up to go the the cinema.. But when he came to pick me up it was raining and i just asked if he wanted to watch a film at my place and we did and again ended up having sex again.. We have hooked up a few times since then.. but then tomorrow 3 weeks ago we all went out in a group and
i ended up getting really drunk because just before we went out he told me he didn't want a gf and i just nodded and said okay fair enough. I still ended up with him that night.. and we were in bed and i just said that i hate that when i even like someone they dont like me as much. he started to tell me i was beautiful and shit and i got upset because it's not true.. (it really isn't) Anyway i didn't talk to him until the next monday and i just text him to ask him if he wanted to hang out.. He text me back saying that we shouldn't hang out for awhile because i was becoming too involved! So i hadn't talked to him for a week and i got a text one night at half 3 asking to meet up but i didn't get it until the morning.. Again we went to a halloween party to which i went as a smurf! He texted me asking me if i wanted to meet up and i was drunk and horny so i said yes and he came over to mine and we had sex.. Alot of times!! it was amazing.. The thing is i like him.. I know he doesn't like me as much if even at all.. So my question is why was he such a dick to lead me on by asking me out and then to hurt me??.. He wasn't my first but my first 2 were one night stands and he was the first person i really wanted to be with and i really like him and i want him to just cuddle me.. He does cuddle me and thats what really confuses me. When he is with me he seems like he wants to be with me because he is really nice and he acts like he likes me.. thats just my little rant about how someone just hurt me and i'm stupid enough to be with him again if he asked in a second. Last thursday night i even said that it was a bad idea and he said it was too and i even said out loud "Why am i doing this to myself?" and he answer was that i like the bad boys and that i just want the ones that don't want the same.. Now i feel so depressed

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