I have aspergers, OCD, anxiety, major depression, mood disorder...

I'm having intrusive thoughts that are really upsetting me.

They are thoughts about both suicide, death, and also my sexuality.

It is very upsetting, and I don't know how to slow my mind down.

I'm also very lonely. I don't have any friends - I am getting help on social skills now, finally... and I get so, so lonely.

I feel as though I'm all alone. Nobody seems to talk to me or like me.