I have a huge rift between me and my family alot of the time. I actually just feel like I live in this house.

It's not that I have a particularly bad home life in terms of abuse or anything. They just have a heavy hand in my life in the aspects of it I care about most.

Like careers and such. My dad is forcing me to get a buisness degree right now, otherwise he'll kick me out and take my car back etc. which I guess is reasonable, it's his house and he bought that car. This doesn't mean I don't severely dislike him for punishing me because I don't want to relive his life.

I'm debating just going to New York to live with my friend and telling him to fuck off. If anything I'll go to a music college up there and pay for it myself through financial aid and a job.

And my mom is just sort of ignorant which can be annoying. I argued with her about gay marriage for whatever reason. I was like "Aw man, that sucks they made gay marriage illegal in cali" and she was like "I don't see a problem with that. Gay marriage should be illegal in the whole country"

Suddenly I realized I had huge differences in ideas and philosophies with my mom.

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