In the metaphorical sense. I'm sick of getting hurt, of feeling pain, of hurting others. I'm done with it. Of course, I'll still feel it, but I'll hide it. If I'm pissed, I won't show it. Same goes for if I'm happy, sad, upset, worried, distant, etc. If I don't show my emotions, no one can hurt me. At least, they won't think they're able to hurt me.
Maybe it's not the best idea, but it's the best I've got. I don't know if it's good for my mental health or really bad, but I need to toughen up and stop being such a big crybaby.
Who knows, maybe it's a life lesson.
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Orangehatboy at his finest, BITCH