{E}ntitling fate as the culprit when you hear "what's done is done"...

{L}ying when someone asks if you were there when it happened...

{P}leading for your body to react in the way that your head is telling it to...

{L}osing a connection to someone you held so dear...

{E}ndless guilt when you realize that if you ahd done something then everything would have been better...

{S}taying stuck in the memory that seems it will haunt your thoughts from then on...

"{S}orry", the only thing you feel you could say to help but you know it isn't good enough...

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I just know everything is going to blow up in my face...