But I don't want to stop it makes me feel better and I know its wrong but I like it. Alot of people feel guilty about it but I only do when one of my friends find out. So yea I'm weird I guess.
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ihavaroleinthisworld
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Nothing wrong with you. Just sad. Cutting gets you nowhere. be careful
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beautifulmassacare
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no your not werid. im the same way i like cutting cuz i like the pain and it makes me think of physical pain more then the shit thats going on inside me head. but i don't feel guilty or bad unless my friends or family see it and ask many questions then cry and say how much they wish i wouldnt do it
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Problems109
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weird, no. Confused, yes. Talk to someone trusted...or get help.
I know cutting is stupid but once you make that first cut you know you just dont want to stop. Ugh idk I just cut thats it.
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kllxhnnh
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That's not weird. I used to get this hysterical sense of happiness out of it. When used I cut regularly, I nearly considered it fun. Needless to say, my boyfriend at the time thought I was crazy and threatened to tell my mother if I didn't stop...... yeah, anyway, try talking to a therapist or someone you trust.
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