LiveWire Network Peer Answers Peer Support Teen Forums Tech Forums College Forums 480 users online 224837 members 489 active today Advertise Here Sign In
TeenCollegeTechPhotos | Quizzes | LiveSecret | Memberlist | Dictionary | News | FAQ
Member Spotlight
ItWasTheTaco
Movies: um................does all of them cou...
Mood: Plain
You have 1 new message.
Emergency Help
Until you sign up you can't do much. Yes, it's free.

Sign Up Now
Membername:
Password:
Already have an account?
► Invite Friends
► Active Members
► Groups
► Contests
Moderators
5 online / 17 MPM
Fresh Topics
  LiveWire / Teen Forums / Teen Depression & Emotional Imbalance / Viewing Topic

Is this it?
Replies: 6 — Last Post Nov. 2, 2008 5:34am by scoopy
Welcome to LiveWire!
We're Stronger Together. 		Join the Community
Single page for this topic Email Print Favorite
Web Resources: Drug Myths Dispelled, Drug & Alcohol Information
USA Drug Abuse Hotline: 1-800-662-4357
( MourningAir )


voodoo lady
Patron 		Reply
I just keep crying, I am so unhappy. I'm tired of living, I've been tired for the past 6 years... and I don't know what the hell to do anymore
I feel so fucking alone and stupid and like an ugly bitch who no one could ever want to even fucking talk to

I for real have no options left. I've done counseling, been put on several different meds, self-medicated with drugs, tried to force myself to feel fine, became extremely indifferent to everything

but I am fucking DONE, I can't do it anymore. I'm so sad and alone here at college and all I want is my mom to be here to hug me and tell me it will be ok

but I know it won't be, it never has been. the few moments I could bear haven't been worth the nightmare I've been living in, I just want out of my own fucking head

-------
Some people go, "booo," they go, "quack quack," they go, "kee"
Some people have nothing and want nothing and are free
Some people want to burn the world with their greed
I just want to have fun.

3:20 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: Dec. 2004 | Days Active: 941
Join to learn more about MourningAir Ohio, United States | Female | Posts: 20,617 | Points: 31,945
LiveWire Humor
Frubeling


BBWWO)))AAAH
Patron 		Reply
I think everyone does at some point, but in reality there's nothing you can do about it except all the things you listed.

-------
Penultimate just means second to last you pretentious f*ck.

That's not a riot it's a feast, let's eat!
=:B
3:24 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: June 2008 | Days Active: 410
Join to learn more about Frubeling England, United Kingdom | Posts: 26,953 | Points: 31,361
Poker Shark


Omnipotent One
Patron 		Reply
I don't know what I can say that will make you feel better. I feel the same way a lot of the time and don't know what to do so I'm not gonna pretend to have the answers.

All I can say that might be comforting is at least you're not alone in this. When I feel like shit I always have this fucked up idea that everyone else is just fine and I envy them. Being unhappy makes you feel isolated but I think a lot of the time there are people around you finding it just as hard even if they don't show it.

Are you really alone or do you have friends but they don't seem close or do you just feel cutoff from your close friends emotionally?

I feel completely alone even though I'm not really I'm wondering if it's the same for you.

3:31 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: May 2006 | Days Active: 540
Join to learn more about Poker Shark Australia | Male | Posts: 12,861 | Points: 19,708
( MourningAir )


voodoo lady
Patron 		Reply
I have friends here but I feel like I haven't connected with anyone. I haven't been very genuine in the friendships I've formed because I've been so depressed for the past couple months that it's hard to even bother trying.

-------
Some people go, "booo," they go, "quack quack," they go, "kee"
Some people have nothing and want nothing and are free
Some people want to burn the world with their greed
I just want to have fun.
3:34 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: Dec. 2004 | Days Active: 941
Join to learn more about MourningAir Ohio, United States | Female | Posts: 20,617 | Points: 31,945
hi sarah


mixed signals, yes please!
Sustainer
Support Leader 		Reply
why don't you leave school and go on a holiday for a while to clear your head
leave everything negative behind and just go
3:39 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: June 2008 | Days Active: 471
Join to learn more about hi sarah Senegal | Label Free | Posts: 17,763 | Points: 40,354
Poker Shark


Omnipotent One
Patron 		Reply
Quote: from MourningAir at 9:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
I have friends here but I feel like I haven't connected with anyone. I haven't been very genuine in the friendships I've formed because I've been so depressed for the past couple months that it's hard to even bother trying.

yeah it's hard to feel connected to friends when i'm depressed. one of the reasons i love E so much is it completely reverses that. but naturally i feel very lonely even with friends who are close i feel like somethings between me and the outside world you know?  

all in the mind, i guess.

Post edited at 3:48 am on Nov. 2, 2008 by Poker Shark

3:41 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: May 2006 | Days Active: 540
Join to learn more about Poker Shark Australia | Male | Posts: 12,861 | Points: 19,708
scoopy


Quality Control Engineer 		Reply
u better hang out with frends for few days...

-------
keep trying untill it is done
5:34 am on Nov. 2, 2008 | Joined: Oct. 2007 | Days Active: 23
Join to learn more about scoopy Maldives | Male | Posts: 548 | Points: 784
Single page for this topic Email Print Favorite

Quick Reply

You are signed in as our guest.

Looking for something else?
 

  LiveWire / Teen Forums / Teen Depression & Emotional Imbalance / Viewing Topic

© 2000-2009 LiveWire Peer Support Network
Custom Web Hosting | Teen Advice | Peer Support