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How can I love someone so much that I want to die?
Replies: 6 — Last Post Nov. 2, 2008 12:34pm by quittinglamejob
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I really don't understand, I haven't seen him since 8 September and I still cry over him, still miss him like crazy. I think of him every day and hope that I won't wake up in the morning because he isn't here

I've never felt heartbreak this fucking intense before. The one other time I was heart broken I felt like shit yeah but I made myself get over it because I accepted that he wasn't the right one for me...

but this is different, I know he's my soulmate but I won't get to see him for 11 more months. I just want him to quit this rehab shit and tell me he's sorry and make everything better

or I'm going to slit my fucking wrists.

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i feel 100% the exact same damn way.

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Please take me at face value.
You won't like what is underneath.

I don't know why this happened.
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Swami
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and what the fuck makes him so special

oh my god, but he is so fucking special. i miss his face and the way he talks and my stomach is all in knots, I want to punch him in his pretty face and make him pay for all this but then kiss him all over and fall asleep in his arms.

I would give ANYTHING for him to come to me asap with an apology. I'm so weepy, I just want to feel better

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AHAHA

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Swami
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never mind, I smoked some weed and now I feel mildly content, I don't care anymore.

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Quote: from MourningAir at 11:23 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
never mind, I smoked some weed and now I feel mildly content, I don't care anymore.

as have i


can you call him or do osmething?
maybe talking to him would help

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Swami
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It's this strict christian rehab center, I'm not allowed to even write him letters until he's been there for six months. definitely can't call or see him, not to mention he's in michigan.

The worst thing to think about is that maybe he'll fucking forget about me, I bet he already has

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Quote: from MourningAir at 3:46 am on Nov. 2, 2008
and what the fuck makes him so special

oh my god, but he is so fucking special



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