I'm not emotionally available for a boyfriend right now, so i rely on my friends for company and what not. But lately my closest friends are so busy they only have time for family, school, work and their boyfriends. So what the hell does a person do? Im sad about it, cause if I need to talk to someone, or just want to say hi they get all mad cause they dont have time and think you are demanding the world of them just cuase you actually miss them... sorry my bad!
I of course have other things to do, but its not the same when you have something exciting to tell them or you just want to know that they'd be there for you if you need them, and then they can't be.
I have my TV shows, journal, here, facebook, email, texting, xbox and my family. Its not always that easy or enjoyable when your at home by yourself and just want a friend around or dont want to be alone ya know?
Anyone else have similar situations? How do you deal with it?
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