I was tricked by the fresh topics bar and I composed this whole reply for that aynon poster.  

Whats a girl to do.

"Well thats a problem. One thing you should start doing is writing stories about the things you normally fanticize and lie about. Its ok to have those fantasies but you need a better outlet for them then lying on the internet. You seem like a pretty good writer so I think that would work really well. Mibbia.com is a website you could use to host and get feedback about your stories from. As for real life, people aren't as far away as they seem to you. Instead of worrying about people liking you just try to be friendly and real and yourself and you will be able to draw a close group of friends. When you meet someone interesting or find someone you share common interest with talk to them and maybe invite them to do something you like. I think that you are a shy reserved person and if you asked people would say yes. Even though the people on the net you lie to aren't known to you they are real and lying to them is harming your opinion of yourself. I can tell by the way you feel bad about it. You need to stop lying to them and that may mean that you stop talking to them if you can't come clean. I can't wait to read your first story.

Post edited at 6:41 pm on Oct. 23, 2008 by the real anti christ

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Out of smoke then he appears

Master of disguise.