It makes them easy to forget later, too.

But it might make a big memory hole in your mind.

I'm getting too good at this, it kind of creeps me out. There was a period of time when I was permanently dazed out and fucked up, but I snapped out of that. And got back to reality.

These days, it's not a permanent state like that, but I avoid thinking/experiencing bad things so automatically that it doesn't take much for me to avoid living in the present and that can't be healthy. I mean, just intellectually, it looks wrong.

Anyway, discuss. Or tell me to see a psychiatrist, whatever.

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ugh me 2!!! its like my mind can only process bad things! grr

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My post was about not processing them. Or rather, discarding them before they even get filed away.

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the last month has been a daze for me too.. i dont remember shit.
it was drug induced though.. not frm willpower..that is creepy

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That's sort of reassuring actually.. because drug-induced states are somewhat normal. But then again, no one can objectively define what happens in a drug-induced state or an 'insane' state. So it's pretty much a void point, bleh.

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