Just over a week ago my mum had an accident.
She slipped drunkedly on the wet tiles in our kitchen, I was upstairs at the time but after my dad called for me I ran downstairs to see her lying still with a pool of blood on the white tiles.
Basically from then on..I rang for the ambulance, the paramedics came and I went with her to the hospital whilst my dad followed in the car. Sirens were going lights flashing and hearts racing. She is okay now..she had 5 stiches in her head but they are out now and everything is fine. But the problem is I can't get the flashbacks from that night out of my head. Just her lying there still and unconcious and then her crying with shock and well I can't explain everything that happened that night because I've taken up enough space as it is.
Before this happend, I'd say 1-2hours before my dad called for me. I self-harmed once again and my mum and sister are the only ones that know of me doing it. That was the first time I had cut myself for about a month and I can't help but think that karma is getting back at me by hurting my mum for what I have done. I strangely am feeling close to faith right now and my thoughts can only revolve around things happening for a reason. Does anyone else get these thoughts?
What can I do to get these images out of my mind..it's driving me crazy!
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