I was so confused about the relationship though; and I thought that it was going to end soon, and I thought if we broke up it would be my fault.

But this past weekend, I couldn't take it, I tried talking to him, and it was kind of a temporary relief (talking to him), and I cut. again. I haven't in over a year. The day after I did it, we made up for the arguments and everything. And now I feel really stupid.

I am still really confused.
I talked to him about it because I felt like I was lying to him not telling him, but he said
"People do that when they are lonely, or have lost hope." I did it for neither of those reasons.

So why did I do it?  
If I resulted to that, do you think our relationship is doomed now?

I just really need some opinions please

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"It's all so perfect, me and you, Its like a dream, and I dont want to wake up."
"Dont worry, we will always be sleeping" :)

I don't understand people who cut themselves. I think it's inappropriate, unnecessary and a form of weakness/giving up.

If you feel down then talk to someone you trust, like a best friend. Don't just slice your skin. It solves nothing.

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Uh oh! There's a monster in my bed.
We french kissed on a subway train,
He tore my clothes right off. He ate my heart and then he ate my brain.

Given, it was not the most constructive way to cope, it's perfectly normal.

Relapse is a part of recovery.

Recovery is a process.

There is nothing wrong with you, your relationship is not doomed.

That s**t about "you only do it if you've given up hope" is bull crap.

He was pulling that out of his a*s.

Find new coping mechanisms that don't involve him, so that next time you two fight, you can dye your hair or paint your nails.

Feel better!

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kaythxkaybye

Just the thing is. If I am happy...why did I do it. It's just confusing me.

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"It's all so perfect, me and you, Its like a dream, and I dont want to wake up."
"Dont worry, we will always be sleeping" :)