But the kind of crazy that you have no control over you mind
Where you end up places but you have no idea how you got there
When you find your self with things that are not yours and you dont know how you got them
When you cant fall asleep because your head wont stop
You cant stay in your classes because you feel like You need to run, scream, hit things
When you wake up crying days after day but for no particular reason...

I have no idea what is wrong with me
Its been going on for weeks

Post edited at 4:19 am on Sep. 13, 2008 by W o n d e r l a n d

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Low self esteem is like driving through life with your hand brake on.

I thought i was schizophrenic.

Then it turned out the person was real and I stopped being paranoid.


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If you stare long enough into the darkness,
In time, you'll see someone stare back.

It might be triggered by something. Stress maybe?

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When she laughs, she's got the power of the child in her eyes
And when you cry, she'll hold you like a man's supposed to be held

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Things like that happen to me when I'm stressed or start taking a new medication.
I'd recommend seeing a doctor. If you don't get help it does get a lot worse and often harder to reverse. Are you stressed or taking any kinds of drugs?
I often hallucinate in my sleep, end up in certain rooms in my house with no recollection of walking there, have no sense of time passed, and clearly hear music or talking in my head - sometimes even being yelled at. In class I would sit there during an exam and just have a voice yelling at me constantly.
And no...I am not schizophrenic. It was just immense stress.
I'm all good now though. Get on some meds. They help.

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