I'm just really confused about what i want to do. When i chose what i was going to study it was all such a rush and i had to make a decision quick so that i got a place.
I mean, do i stay at college for the next 3 years doing something i know I'm not gonna be happy doing or do i take a while to actually think properly about what i really want to do. Maby get a job this year, earn some money then go back to something i want to do next year?
I really dont know

My problem seems to be I'm not thinking ahead.
All i seem to think about right now is going out with mates, having fun, having no worries.
But then everyone gets at me saying "Your 18, nearly 19 you need to figure out what you want to do with your life".

University is of out of the picture i think, as i done pretty shit at school (which i really regret) and so i don't have the best qualifications....so my only other option is college again.

There isn't really a question here i just wanted to rant i suppose  

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He's a gobshite....a nice one dont forget ;0)

Let's dance in style, Let's dance for a while

What I'm saying is most people "don't know what they want to do" but you said you're not happy at what you're doing, that's a different story! Don't continue with something that you're not happy with!

All you're thinking about is having fun? Good for you! Seriously I envy that! ;0)

Maybe try this course until Christmas? If not try get a job for the year like you said and have a think about things?
:0)

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leanneS is a 10
Ziggy Sobotka from The Wire is my hero!!!!
You're just picking the knickers from your arse
like you're playing a one-stringed harp!

But yeh like your brother, i know a few people who graduated from Uni/College and still don't have a clue what to do.
Its not like i want to plan my whole life out or that haha. I just want to at least do a course that i know i might get something out of it at the end.
All the courses Ive been doing are all to do with art, so maby i need to get away from that, do something entirely different.

I was gonna stay until Christmas, but after today i really don't see myself going back. I get along with all the people Ive met there, but for me thats not a good enough reason to stay!
Looks like I'll be out job hunting now

Post edited at 9:49 am on Sep. 16, 2008 by LeanneS

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He's a gobshite....a nice one dont forget ;0)

Let's dance in style, Let's dance for a while