If you don't want to read it then stop now, there's 20 other fresh topics full of trolls and lulz. This is just a fucked up 16 year old kid who has to go to school tomorrow morning but can't sleep over a stupid girl.
I've been with girls before, it's nothing new to me. I've been dumped before. I've dumped girls before. That's nothing new either.
So what the fuck am I getting at?
I guess I want to say she was different.
She wasn't just a casual slot-filler that allowed me to say "hey everyone look, I have a girlfriend"
She wasn't the center of my lust either. Every day I was with her was a new best day of my life, regardless of whether we were making out or just chilling with some friends.
This is the third night that I wont sleep and I have nobody to blame, she's not responsible for her feelings any more than I'm responsible for making her feel that way.
So I'll sit here with my ipod and listen to all the songs that I previously couldn't relate to because I thought everything was so perfect; all the angsty break-up songs of lost love, and I wont complain. She was a fucking blessing to me and if I complained then I'd just be acting greedy. I'm not going to go into detail but I doubt I deserved her.
I'll sit here waiting for her answer, and despite what that answer might be I'll be content with what time she did waste on me, although I'll feel sorry for making her waste it.
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