So, I have recently gotten out of a relationship. I was in love, so in love. I loved him with every breath of air I took. I adored him. I walked two miles to his house almost every night just to see him. He did the same for me.
I miss how I used to sneak out at night and meet up with him. I miss how he used to feed me. I miss kissing his soft lips. I miss how he was always insecure about the pimples on his face. I miss the time where we shared such a happy moment, he cried. I miss his hair (afro). I miss it when I'm drunk and he takes care of me, even when he's drunk too. I miss taking showers with him. I miss washing his hair. I miss him washing mines. I miss sneaking around with him. I miss waking up in the morning and while I put on my clothes, he would grab me back onto his bed. I miss drinking beer with him and talk. I miss the conversations. I miss how he knew me. He knew me so well.
It sucks knowing that we can never, ever go back. It sucks to see him nowadays.
Im really sorry to hear that, It does get easier. Believe me I have been there :(
It WILL get easier.