Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Im going insane.. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 8:40 pm on July 8, 2008 I'm totally fucked over. My boyfriend is gone for seven weeks..Today is our nine months. My hamster died yesterday. As if this isnt enough I'm going through a hard time with a friend. I've had a history of cutting and I want to do it again. If I did my boyfriend would be crushed. I need something to distract me. Please help!

Replies RainBowBow Posted at 7:19 pm on July 9, 2008 talk to some one ehmusic Posted at 3:37 pm on July 9, 2008 It must be very hard for you to deal with all of this at one time.  Any single one of those things is probably enough to make most people crack, and go back to cutting.  It's good that your seeking help for it, that's a major step.  If you've been able to hold yourself back from doing it long enough to type that out, than, believe it or not, you're strong enough to keep from it till this urge passes. Having your boyfriend gone during your anniversary is going to be very hard, it's going to make you think of him constantly, and make you miss him even more. Losing a pet is never easy for anyone.  I can honestly say that I wouldn't be able to handle myself no where near as well as you seem to be doing about it, if that were to happen to me. I don't know what your problems are with your friend, but I hope that that gets better for you to.  During this time, of you trying to resist self-harming, you're going to need all of the support that you can get.  But it seems like most of your support is away, or having troubles.  I'm sorry that that's happening like that, but that's how it sometimes goes. Thinking of how your cutting yourself will affect your boyfriend is good and all, but, even more important than that, think of how it will affect you afterward.  All of those feelings of guilt, and most likely shame, will only serve to make you feel worse about your current situation. I hope that this post has helped you. If you need anything, even just to talk, feel free to message me. Anonymous Posted at 8:43 pm on July 8, 2008 Quote: from lilmerty09 at 8:41 pm on July 8, 2008 go find something to do rather than sitting on here If there was something to do I would be doing it. myboringlife5 Posted at 8:43 pm on July 8, 2008 sorry!just look for something fun to do or watch or try something new Tigerhawk Posted at 8:42 pm on July 8, 2008 jokes2go.com....? honeybee3333 Posted at 8:42 pm on July 8, 2008 Im having friend problems too. Can you message me somehow? lilmerty09 Posted at 8:41 pm on July 8, 2008 go find something to do rather than sitting on here Lally Posted at 8:40 pm on July 8, 2008 cheese All 8 previous replies displayed.