Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic depression sucks Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post blessedbeaut8 Posted at 2:22 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 i think im depressed. you know how they have those signs that say, even though she's smiling on the outside, in the inside she's hurting, really bad. that's how i am. ill try to make this understandable. it all kind of started back in 7th grade. i cut myself, was bulimic for awhile. got over it. then got all devastated again when my parents put me in some toooooo terrible for words school, that i hated. now im the number one rated school in my state, and i am truly messed up. sure i have friends, but i joke to make them happy. i let them bust on me, and do nothing about it. don't get me wrong, my friends are great, and i know they think they're playing. they've apologized so many times. more than i can count for playing jokes. but it hurts. and i sit there and just take it. im a real big pushover, and i don't know how to stop it.

Replies Aliboo Posted at 2:27 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 I can be a pushover too, i now the type. quiet, shy, outspoken. But it is very important that you embrace the fact that they're your friends. Tell them to stop walking all over you, its as simple as telling them to lay off the subject of you. Because you arent their entertainment. You dont deserve to be hurt. I think it is really good that you are in this better school, i think you have the oppurtunity to turn things around for yourself. But you cant expect to get better by not doing anything. Ive been down the depression road before. You have to make some sort of improvement, do something, or the pain will keep ebbing. Dont hesitate to talk with me Leah Louise Posted at 2:26 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 hey, if you want you can pm me or watever and let everythin out :) i like to listen :) bstodge Posted at 2:24 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 yes it does whyohwhy Posted at 2:24 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 fick them in there nuts/pussy All 4 previous replies displayed.