Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic What's wrong with me...? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 This happened about a month ago, and I still am confused. On my birthday I lashed out on my parents, siblings, grandparents, and anyone who happened to get in my way. I screamed at them when they did nothing wrong. I refused to speak with them civilly. I gave my parents back every gift they ever gave me and told them it was all shit (when it really wasn't!). Just to hurt them. I threatened suicide, and thought about it too. And I just couldn't control myself. I didn't know how to stop. Then all of the sudden a few days later everything just stopped and I could think again... This has happened before, but not quite so bad. What the fuck do I do? I'm scared, of hurting people and myself.

Replies ininjateddybear Posted at 12:24 am on Aug. 31, 2008 Definitely Bi-polar Anonymous Posted at 10:27 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Both my parents seem to have some emotional issues. My mother I can't explain and my father is on medication for I think it is depression though I could be wrong. I was diagnosed with manic depression previously by some doctor who didn't seem to know what he was doing past forcing me to take pills I didn't want (which lead to worse symptoms go-figure I said I didn't want Prozac) matthewlovelady Posted at 10:25 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Probably bi-polar. You should go to the doctor. If not that, there is something wrong with your mind and you need to see someone about it. SoaringFalcon2010 Posted at 10:25 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 bi polar maybe? =/ Anonymous Posted at 10:24 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Quote: from Trash at 1:19 am on Aug. 24, 2008 Quote: from c1burube at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar   Just because of one tantrum it doesnt make people bipolar Oh the word tantrum takes me back to being 4? If you had actually read my post I did state it's happened before. pinkertongrass Posted at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 sounds like a mood problem, are you ever depressed? fate1010203 Posted at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Maybe you're bipolar? And I say that in the most serious way. Maybe sit your family down and tell them all that you don't mean most of what you say. "I just have eruptions sometimes, and I need your help to get me through those times. I'm deeply sorry for all the inconveniences I've caused." Something along those lines. You might also need to seek professional help, if that's possible. Until you can control those eruptions. dragonking Posted at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 It could be that you are bipolar or that you keep feelings inside and when they come out, a lot comes out! Clouse227 Posted at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Go to a therapist. sidekick k Posted at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 PMS? Trash Posted at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Quote: from c1burube at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar Just because of one tantrum it doesnt make people bipolar Stand Up Posted at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Maybe it's a hormonal imbalance - there's lot's of possibilities. Truth is that just an specialist is going to be able to give you the answer you are looking far. c1burube Posted at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar Trash Posted at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Sounds like built up anger being released ! zombie4life Posted at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 bi polar maybe. Most recent 15 of 15 previous replies displayed.