Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i don't know what to do!!!!!!!! Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 12:26 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 i don't want to think, i drown my thoughts out with tv and blaring music, i don't want to think. i don't like what is going on in my mind, i can't escape it but i can ignore it, but when i lie down in bed at night there is no escape, i just want it to go away i have been really low for basically a year, i have self harmed (superficially) but i have found that drowning out my thoughts stops this, keeps horrible and undesirable thoughts from my mind. self harm is not my problem. i feel like i am sinking deeper and deeper into darkness and soon i won't be able to fight against it, i will just be left drowning in the endless darkness. i haven't talked to my friends for the whole of the summer holidays and i have no desire to do so, i don't care about anything i used to like, nothing brings me pleasure. i sleep until 3pm or later and don't care about eating, i only eat when i feel it gnawing away at my inside, i find no pleaure in it. i spend the whole day drowning out my brain with tv and music and i just feel so low i want it to stop but it won't and when i go back to school it will become even worse, it alway does... i just don't know what to do.....

Replies Anonymous Posted at 3:09 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 it took me more than a year to write all this shit down as a anonymous person on a website, i am not ready to tell anyone about this face to face and i don't think i ever will be iguana hunter1 Posted at 12:54 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 what is the thought you want to avoid? Inflamitory Posted at 12:46 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 Talk to someone, it'll help. Rebeccahh Posted at 12:43 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 you should find somone you truxt and talk x0xAmberx0x Posted at 12:37 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 i persanlly think that you shuold mabey find a lclsoe friend and takl to them , and let things out , you need someone to tlak to , to make everything go away , seomtimes useing your problems for good , can make somethign great, great things dont happen over night so be patient,and loook in your heart, and thats the anwser. Scandol5Mossie Posted at 12:33 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 i don know... you should prolly just talk to someone and let that shit out.. ErnestoTheTrippyOne Posted at 12:28 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 Send me a message. Maybe I can help. ^_^ All 7 previous replies displayed.