Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i cant deal anymore Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 11:29 am on Sep. 25, 2008 So lately i have been so depressed, ive had a completely shit month since college started, as usuall im a complete loner, no one wants to know i exist. I hate myself more than ever, im fat, ugly and i hate everything about me  . i dont think i can deal with college and everyone ignoring me . Then i found a girl, she is so special to me, but lives miles away. So i feel in love with her the moment we started talking, i dunno somthing about her made me fall in love with her like just like that. But now it seems i'll never see this girl, lifes just never going to give me a break and i cant deal with it. Ive had urges to cut myself more than usual and i know eventually im going to give in, just to feel better . before you say it, i have tried to make friends, they just dont wanna know me. i dont even know wot im trying to get out of this i just cant cope with being depressed all the time, most of the time i spend in my room cause i have no friends, and i usualy cry alot . I need to know someone cares about me but i know nobody does. anyway thanks for listening to my pathetic story

Replies Natsy Posted at 11:38 am on Sep. 25, 2008 don't worry, i'm fat too. Anonymous Posted at 11:36 am on Sep. 25, 2008 Quote: from merryberrycherry at 11:34 am on Sep. 25, 2008 I wouldn't advise cutting because relationships may pick up soon and you will regret it after. Talk to this girl and ask her to go for coffee or to the cinema or something. Just try thinking to yourself..This is my life and I have to do something to pick things up! I always try to think like that when I'm sad. Good luck x i cant i live in northern ireland, she lives across the irish sea    i cant even give her a hug like i want to LaWhoren Posted at 11:34 am on Sep. 25, 2008 usually i would have shredded your ass for this story but i do honestly feel really SORRY for you maybe its the use of all the little unhappy faces poor thing merryberrycherry Posted at 11:34 am on Sep. 25, 2008 I wouldn't advise cutting because relationships may pick up soon and you will regret it after. Talk to this girl and ask her to go for coffee or to the cinema or something. Just try thinking to yourself..This is my life and I have to do something to pick things up! I always try to think like that when I'm sad. Good luck x All 4 previous replies displayed.