Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I feel so Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 10:10 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Unhappy, My life is falling apart piece by piece, literally. I'm from a broken home and It tears me up inside but recently my parent's died, I've been sleep walking through everything in the past few weeks and I don't know where I am half the time. I'm trying so hard to recover from an eating disorder but it's just so hard, but everytime I eat it does come back up literally automatically and It won't stop, then I feel ill for ages afterwards. My brother is a maniac, I'm scared of him, he hits me and I never know what mood he is going to be in ! I feel like I can't talk to him about anything, he can just flip from happy to violent in a second, I don't dare go anywhere near him. I hate the way I look, I HAVE tried doing things about it but no matter what I try I just end up unhappier. I fell in love and now I'm a mess emotionally, I can't understand what's going on in my head, or his head so I never know what to do. I know he doesn't like some of the things I do but I am trying to do something about it. I also kindaaa don't feel like he likes me back ): My living situation's are going to be changing really fast soon as I move out of the country knowing barely any American. I won't know anybody there and I will be stuck on my own ): I'm scared of moving on up in the world to university in another country incase people don't like me On top of everything there are a few certain bitches (no names) that are bringing me down and trying to make me feel bad about myself, Gah Don't bother replying you're all full of shit, I just needed to get it off my chest

Replies confuzion Posted at 10:20 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 10:16 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from sicosys at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time wow your so fucking helpful you could be a therapist   Hey, don't be a bitch. At least we're trying. We're being nice to you, which is more than I can say for a lot of people. Don't bite the hand that tries to do something nice for you.   Anonymous Posted at 10:16 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from sicosys at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time wow your so fucking helpful you could be a therapist   sicosys Posted at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time confuzion Posted at 10:13 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Hey, I'm sorry you feel that way. I know life can suck ass sometimes, but you can make it. If you wanna talk I'm here. :) All 4 previous replies displayed.