And I just found out that my best friend told her brother whom told my sister that she isnt my friend anymore, I know its some childish crap...It hurts like hell though, all because I canceled last minute on her because my friend with cancer wanted to see me, she don't care that my friend is DYING, all she cares about is she didnt get her way...

I am so hurt by this all, I just have been crying which I never do...I honestly wish I could just disapper...My heart aches so bad...I havent been able to sleep the past week cause she was ignoring me, but now I will not because she hates me for a stupid reason...

I just cant even begin to describe the pain I feel because of this...I am hurting...