When I was living in my dads house I thought I was depressed because I didn't like it there and he was always nagging me to clean, etc. So I moved to the Residence Hall in my school and felt a little off but thought it was just because I was in a new place.

Now today I feel so fucking depressed. I don't know why. I just started a new job which I've been wanting to do and my roommate (who was causing me a lot of problems) is moving out.

I don't see my boyfriend as much as I would like and feel like it may be that, but I don't want him to be my only source of happiness. That's not fair to either of us. Also, I have really bad anxiety which can cause me to be depressed because it is such a burdon.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to start cutting again and I DEFINATELY don't want to kill myself.

Also, I can't see a psychologist right now.