Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I want to stop hurting myself. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post BeautifulLies82 Posted at 1:44 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 I haven't cut in a few months, three, I think. It's not like I want to go back to that, but I kind of do. It's like I don't know who I am with out this. Same with not eating. I'm finally eating healthy and for some reason I want to go back to that. My biggest problem is not knowing completely who I am with out it. It feels like part of my identity and I know that's not normal.

Replies QuantumBlaze Posted at 8:37 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 Quote: from sadnessness at 5:00 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 Quote: from QuantumBlaze at 9:48 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 I don't even know how you cutters do it.    I'm too much of a pussy to cut myself so willingly. i'm not sure how i did it myself to be honest. I remember sitting there in an R.E lesson with a penknife just slitting my hand open further and further without feeling anything. Thinking of it now i wonder two things: 1) how come my teacher didnt notice 2) how the hell did i do it?? My God... sadnessness Posted at 2:00 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 Quote: from QuantumBlaze at 9:48 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 I don't even know how you cutters do it. I'm too much of a pussy to cut myself so willingly. i'm not sure how i did it myself to be honest. I remember sitting there in an R.E lesson with a penknife just slitting my hand open further and further without feeling anything. Thinking of it now i wonder two things: 1) how come my teacher didnt notice 2) how the hell did i do it?? QuantumBlaze Posted at 1:48 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 I don't even know how you cutters do it. I'm too much of a pussy to cut myself so willingly. sadnessness Posted at 1:47 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 Do you feel detatched? If yes, that is a common sign of depression caused by chemical and hormone imbalances within the brain. Id suggest seeing a counsellor or a doctor or talking to a trusted adult. Harming yourself never actually fixes the problem, it just gives a temporary relief, and sometimes not even that (i used to feel guilty and weak about 10seconds after i cut so it never helped me at all in the end, but i still got stuck in the cycle). Get yourself some help, and try to find something in your life to distract you whilst the problems are being dealt with, like a sport or an interest or friends or something like that. FuzzyBearJr Posted at 1:46 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 well its part of ur style but just tell urself thts the old u.. and stay away from cutting and not eating and tell urself its for the best.. LittleBombs Posted at 1:45 pm on Nov. 4, 2008 I know how you feel. =/ All 6 previous replies displayed.