I feel so unworthy of just like life and shit. Of everyone, everything. my friends. Will I ever find a TRULY nice guy? And when i do, will he actually like me back this time?
I found the sweetest guy in the whole world. but he doesn't even know i excist, but i don't want to take another chance at getting hurt again. and he deserved a girl way nicer than me.
About the guy you like, if you don't take iniatiative to make yourself stand out to him, then he probably won't know you exist. Introduce yourself to him, there wouldn't be any harm in that. Why does he deserve a better girl than you? It's because of your self esteem. If you think highly of yourself, then maybe people actually think better of you then you previously thought.
The whole point here is that you need to take initiative before things just come to you. I'm sure that guys just flock to some girls, but that doesn't mean you are totally worthless because you have to try a little bit to be noticed.
I hope this helped, Peter
Of course you're worth life! I know there is at least one person in the world that loves you, and cares for you, and wants to see you do well. And hell, don't you want to see yourself do well?
You don't need a boy to make your life complete, or to make you feel worth something. Because some boys will break your heart, and some won't, and the ones that do, will leave you feeling just as bad as you did before you met them. Maybe even worse.
Don't be so hard on yourself, I'm sure you're a great girl. And this boy you like, talk to him! Make him notice you! What do you have to lose? If a relationship doesn't develop, then hey..Maybe a friendship will?
You're young, you've got your whole life ahead of you, literally. Go talk to this boy you like and get to know him. What could it hurt?
that's a big NO NO...
don't worry, eventually the right guy will come to their senses...