Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Why do I keep focusing on it? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post TNAwrestlingfan Posted at 10:37 am on Nov. 29, 2008 Yeah, thanksgiving came and went. And all I could think about is last year I spent thanksgiving with my ex girlfriend at her grandma's house. I got to hang out with her and her awesome niece. Everything was great But she walked off for no damn reason and left me with nothing. I saw that she had taken pictures this year at their little thanksgiving shit and put them on her myspace, and of course I went straight there and saw her smiling face. Having fun without me. Looking at the old pics too, of me, her, and her niece who has become one of my best friends. Why do I keep focusing on this shit? Why won't I allow myself to think about something else? Maybe there's nothing else going on in my life. Maybe I have no god damn life anymore. But still... focusing on anything should be more desirable than this, even if it's just some dumbass videos on YouTube. I don't understand why I keep putting myself through this pain. I should put her and all this shit behind me where it belongs.

Replies TNAwrestlingfan Posted at 8:50 am on Nov. 30, 2008 Quote: from keithers21 at 3:42 am on Nov. 30, 2008 because you still have strong feelings for her when you really shouldnt That does pose a problem. I don't know what to do. I don't want to have feelings for her anymore... but I can't stop it. keithers21 Posted at 3:42 am on Nov. 30, 2008 because you still have strong feelings for her when you really shouldnt All 2 previous replies displayed.