Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic It's patetic isnt it? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post bananawhore Posted at 7:04 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 Hiding depression for a year, but maybe longer, since i don't remember ever being happy. but its been getting worse this past year. worse and worse and worse. i started cutting two months ago, and ive been doing it almost daily, and i cant stop. and for the last two months ive been thinking more and more about suicide. not as the easy way out, since i certainly wouldnt consider suicded easy, so many things can go wrong, but just as my "future" i guess. does that make any sense? or is it pathetic that i feel like this?

Replies bananawhore Posted at 7:17 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 ah i know, i just feel like, its patetic that it happened so fast. ScandalousWench Posted at 7:17 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 Depression is not at all pathetic, it's a disease. Honey you need to stop hurting yourself it might be a temperary relief but it does you no good in the long run. Get yourself some help, tell your parents, talk to your councellor, call your teen help line(they usually have an office or clinic where you can talk to someone for free in person) whatever your comfortable with, but get help. Because believe me if you don't it gets worse. hellojamielee Posted at 7:16 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 i personally think suicide is pathetic. but maybe you should get some help, talk to someone. JackieisBlue Posted at 7:15 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 its a mental disorder, its not your fault that you feel that way. message me if you want to chat. bananawhore Posted at 7:13 pm on Nov. 30, 2008 anyone have an answer? All 5 previous replies displayed.