Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Forgotten Memories.. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 10:15 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 I remembered just recently through mental therapy that when I was 13 and a few months old my older cousin Jessica molested me. I was drunk but I remembered a small but and was scared. I talked to her about it on my 14th birthday and apparently she felt suicidal about it because of how close we were. She and I were practically best friends but she wanted more than that. We talked about it for an hour or so and than she started crying hysterically and she kissed me and told me "Good bye, forever". I knew what she meant but she had already driven off before I could stop her. When I gave up hope her mother called me crying hysterically telling me that Jessica had hung herself from the tree house we built together. I just needed to let it out because memories like these hurt to keep them in your mind so they are go to talk about to have them settle but even better forgotten...

Replies Helios Posted at 11:15 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Definately dont blame yourself, she took advantage of you and there is no excuse for that. I am sorry however that she decided to take her own life. She obviously had issues that she was dealing with that became too much for her to bear. You may want to see a counselor about this because this is a situation that could damage you for the rest of your life. glovd001 Posted at 10:43 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Im really sorry for what happened. starlightstarbright Posted at 10:34 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Wow, i'm sorry. She obviously was unstable and had issues of her own. Don't blame yourself. Jillian 32 Posted at 10:22 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Sorry about this happening to you.........It wasent your fault What so ever!!! mycuteFIEND Posted at 10:22 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 I'm sorry for your loss :( blufindr Posted at 10:20 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 ...She's your cousin. Um, wow. I'm sorry. She must have had some major issues that really needed to be fixed. Panic Of The System Posted at 10:19 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations addicted to girls Posted at 10:19 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 I am sorry to hear this. It wasn't your fault. Jillian 32 Posted at 10:18 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations punkypanda Posted at 10:18 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 im sorry... addicted to girls Posted at 10:18 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 10:18 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations calvin47383 Posted at 10:17 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 10:16 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 Will you all please be kind this is one of my very sensitive subjects? All 14 previous replies displayed.