Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I have realised something important about myself Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Chocolate Thunda Posted at 9:17 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I am depressed and bi-polar, but those are just self made diseases. I've spent so long wondering, agonizing over what was wrong with me and why. I never felt/feel like I am capable of love or that anyone should love me. I'm an emotional anorexic. I can be as thin as I want but I'll always consider myself fat. I will always try to lose the pounds. I have severe self esteem issues. And for the first time ever I feel like I've told the truth. I trust myself to say that and know for sure it is REAL. Thank you all for your time, support and patience. I'm calling my therapist(s) tomorrow.

Replies LucidAssassin Posted at 9:54 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from Panic Of The System at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. i actually find it easier blackbandaid Posted at 9:22 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from Panic Of The System at 6:20 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. Why? It's the internet. lys Posted at 9:21 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I think it's great that you are able to admit your problems to yourself and I hope you are able to rid yourself of them soon. :] Chocolate Thunda Posted at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Isn't that wonderful though? I'm not a freak, I'm normal like every other girl. But it's not self image that hurts me. I can deal with that. It's more or less love. Panic Of The System Posted at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 I find it so odd how people are able to admit these kinds of things freely and openly. Its so odd. blackbandaid Posted at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 6:19 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Yeah. Not funny OR true. greatescape Posted at 9:20 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from studmuffn at 11:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008  I have severe self esteem issues.     you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz Self esteem?  Yes. Severe?  No. Tag548 Posted at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 good for you bub studmuffn Posted at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from YellowDuckie at 12:17 am on Dec. 4, 2008 I have severe self esteem issues. you're not special. this is 99% of girls. lolz xxbarbiexx Posted at 9:19 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 hope you get better! =) All 10 previous replies displayed.