| i feel very alone,everywhere i go,i feel i alwayz shouldnt be ther,at my house,with my frends,everywhere,and everything feels like its falling apart,im bored with life,i wanna do something,but i cant,i suck at everything i try,and dont even know if thers ever really anything rong with me,i alwayz question myself about my problems,somtimes i think of killing myself but i know i cant do it,but i get the urge to do it so bad |