Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Is it abnormal to fantasize about the aftermath of your own suicide? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 12:14 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 No, I never actually would do it. But a lot of the time I just fantasize about how people would react, or how people would squeeze my hand as I lay on my death bed and apologized through my tears in critical condition. I cannot believe that I am actually telling this to someone, that I do this. But does anyone else think about it, as well?

Replies KKKay Posted at 6:04 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I do all the time. PewPew Posted at 3:14 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I've done it before. RAGEMAN Posted at 2:44 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I used to, but it's a frivolous thought and hurts any peace you are feeling. It's "normal" though to have done it before. It isn't healthy or productive to your mental well-being to do it. theyareAs Posted at 2:23 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 I think that every person wonders how their death would affect their loved ones, me included googlefish Posted at 2:06 pm on Dec. 24, 2008 i do all the time, kinda like it. but would never. Raging Inferno Posted at 3:59 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I actually do it a lot. Colleen35 Posted at 3:25 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I wouldn't use the word fantasize, but imagining it seems fairly normal...I've done similar things.  I wouldn't dwell on it too long, because it's probably not all that good for your peace of mind. Dev95 Posted at 12:28 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 i always wonder what would happen if i died Googoie Posted at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've done it before. Anonymous Posted at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 Quote: from Major at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 you just want people to pay attention and realize what they've missed out on aka the wonderfulness of you Oh God, I think I'm a piece of shit. But you're right with part of that; I want certain things to become realized, like relationships that I was too afraid to hold on to etc. verl mcverl Posted at 12:17 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 i've wondered once or twice... then I snap out of it... porcelain cinderella Posted at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've thought about that, more often than I'd like to admit actually. Anonymous Posted at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 Quote: from Live Just To Die at 12:15 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I've wondered but I don't fantasize about it. It makes me depressed. I find such a deep satisfaction in it... it calms me down. The Last Magister Posted at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I fantasize about it all the time. Everytime no one really cares. pindalay Posted at 12:16 pm on Dec. 23, 2008 I always wonder how people would feel or what they'd do if I died. Not always if I committed suicide, but sometimes... Most recent 15 of 21 previous replies displayed.