Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i need someone to talk to. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 11:46 am on Jan. 10, 2009 i'm sorry for the informal typing but my keyboard is broken (the "i" and "n" keys are missing, so any capital i's or n's are spelling corrected.) I've been crying every night for the last five years. i feel constantly as if I've missed some enormous portion of my childhood and adolescence (although the latter isn't technically over.) I've reached out to everyone at this point, or at least everyone within my grasp. My parents, unfortunately are the type who make it a point to make our family seem flawless, but in reality they're abusive and they bicker constantly, with each other and me. They're sweet as can be to my siblings, though. My friends, the ones who get upset when i say they aren't my friends, couldn't possibly care less about me. i have one friend who cares, but she has so many other things to worry about and i won't force her to focus on me. People take advantage of the fact that i have no self esteem; they constantly belittle me. At this point, i want to die. I've wanted to die for a long, long time. I've started hyping myself up to any good thing that happens, no matter how small, but people mock me when I'm happy. no one ever calls, and no one really cares. So please, just have one nice conversation with me because i need it.

Replies Anonymous Posted at 12:18 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 12:03 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:57 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:54 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:52 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:49 am on Jan. 10, 2009 What do you want out of life?       To be spoken to, to help other people, to have people care for me. I'm not sure at this point.   Well, have you tried expanding your social circle? Find friends from out of town, and start fresh with them.    i have, They're all fully aware of it. They just choose to ignore me. But i always listen to them. Sometimes when I have issues with my life and my friends don't help, I try to find new friends. I recently found new friends from out of town, and never told them my personal issues, so they don't judge me based on my past issues. Just an idea. How would i meet them? i have out of town friends but i don't talk to them much because of contact issues Craziie Posted at 12:11 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Hm.. Suicide is the easy way out.. Im sure your better then that. I know what you mean about family wanting to seem perfect.. i tihnk everyonesz that way tho.. If you wanna meet ppl, i duno maybe join a club of some sort.. a sport, YOGA? :) I felt this way before, and itsz no use feeling sorry for yourself ! I'm here to listen to whatever, so msg me :) <3 BILLYMAYSHERE Posted at 12:03 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Amin mele lle Posted at 12:03 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:57 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:54 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:52 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:49 am on Jan. 10, 2009 What do you want out of life?   To be spoken to, to help other people, to have people care for me. I'm not sure at this point.    Well, have you tried expanding your social circle? Find friends from out of town, and start fresh with them. i have, They're all fully aware of it. They just choose to ignore me. But i always listen to them. Sometimes when I have issues with my life and my friends don't help, I try to find new friends. I recently found new friends from out of town, and never told them my personal issues, so they don't judge me based on my past issues. Just an idea. Taurian Posted at 12:03 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Try joining a club so you can make some real friends. My Dreams WILL Wait Posted at 12:01 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Okay.. Relax...breathe...no crying please. I know how you feel..You should stand up for yourself, don't make others enjoy your pain. Before I say anything to help you..I have to ask you.. What happened exactly? Is it a trusting-regreting thing? You can pm if you want.. Anonymous Posted at 12:01 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations BILLYMAYSHERE Posted at 11:59 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations patziiilla Posted at 11:58 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 11:57 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:54 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:52 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:49 am on Jan. 10, 2009 What do you want out of life?    To be spoken to, to help other people, to have people care for me. I'm not sure at this point. Well, have you tried expanding your social circle? Find friends from out of town, and start fresh with them. i have, They're all fully aware of it. They just choose to ignore me. But i always listen to them. Anonymous Posted at 11:56 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Amin mele lle Posted at 11:54 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 1:52 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from Amin mele lle at 11:49 am on Jan. 10, 2009 What do you want out of life? To be spoken to, to help other people, to have people care for me. I'm not sure at this point. Well, have you tried expanding your social circle? Find friends from out of town, and start fresh with them. The Persuader Posted at 11:53 am on Jan. 10, 2009 u can talk to me anytime BILLYMAYSHERE Posted at 11:53 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 11:52 am on Jan. 10, 2009 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Most recent 15 of 26 previous replies displayed.