Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i was okay, but now i have nothing. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 7:18 am on April 28, 2007 i don't have anything to live for, nothing..I'm serious, my family would get over it and i don't have friends who care all they do it bitch about me behind my back... they are fucking cows sometimes, i have no one who genuinely cares about me... every thing i was living for is gone now, and i do mean that, every thing i was relying on is gone...EVERYTHING I'm serious, i just don't  have anything to look forward to. nothing. i hate my school, i hate my friends, i hate seeing my phyce, i hate taking all my fucking meds and I'm sick of being told that I'm no good. I'm fat and I'm ugly, I'm not even pretty on the inside according to my "friends", I'm so sick of life. i want a train... right now... or in roughly a month. yes after a month it will be OVER. not that any of you care, you'll just tell me to grow up or get a life like you tell every one else to do.

Replies Led Head Posted at 3:16 pm on April 30, 2007 Ive been their, friend. In that deep, black void, where nothing is real but pain. But notive my signiture. its the firts tow lines of a poem, heres the full version: All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king' Notice the 5th and 6th line. Right now your still in that ash, the shadow. But things will me better, and if you just endure it then eventually you will be better, or in other words, The crownless again shall be king. Booklover Posted at 12:56 pm on April 30, 2007 If you live, things will get better; if you die, things will definitely NOT get better. So, you should choose the option where things will get better. Good luck, though; you're certainly having a rough time. Poker Shark Posted at 10:12 am on April 30, 2007 Quote: from Anonymous at 10:48 pm on April 29, 2007 trains are easier... you just wait i guess... everything else involes too much effort really. But having the courage to lie there as the train gets closer and closer. Seems pretty scary to me.. Anonymous Posted at 6:18 am on April 29, 2007 trains are easier... you just wait i guess... everything else involes too much effort really. Poker Shark Posted at 2:32 am on April 29, 2007 Good luck hun. I am in a similar situation and have been considering trains too. It's just a scary way to go.. LeanneS Posted at 7:39 am on April 28, 2007 Your friends seem like right arse holes. telling you your not pretty in the inside isnt what a friend would do. Why not try and make a new start. Try and make some new friends who actually care about you. You still have the rest of your life to live, You never know what will happen xoxo1234 Posted at 7:38 am on April 28, 2007 Quote: from Anonymous at 7:32 am on April 28, 2007 Quote: from xoxo1234 at 12:29 am on April 29, 2007 One thing that Anonymous has to live for:    Your Future. Which you certainly won't have if you die. Think about everything you could have -- riches, a social life, a boyfriend/girlfriend, a family, and most importantly happiness. Life may be rocky now, but it really, truly, won't be like this forever. And if you die you're wasting a way a life that could be full of love, peace, and happiness.    It's true that your roads a little (or alot) rocky right now, and that's ok.    I tell everyone that after every fall you get up stronger. But you have to get yourself up! Trust me, there is no greater feeling then coming out of a depression. I know from experience.      Somebody is very proud of you.    Somebody is thinking about you.    Somebody cares about you.    Somebody misses you.    Somebody loves talking to you.    Somebody wants to be with you right now.    Somebody hopes your not in trouble.    Somebody is thankful for the help that you have provided.    Somebody wants to hold your hand.    Somebody hopes that everything turns out alright for you.    Somebody wants you to be happy.    Somebody wants you to find that special person.    Somebody is celebrating your successes.    Somebody wants to give you a gift.    Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.    Somebody wants to hug you.    Somebody loves you.    Somebody admires your strength.    Somebody is thinking of you and your smile.    Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.    Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.    Somebody thinks the world of you.    Somebody wants to protect you.    Somebody would do anything for you.    Somebody wants you to forgive them.    Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.    Somebody wants to laugh with you.    Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.    Somebody is thanking God for you.    Somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.    Somebody values your advice.    Somebody wants to tell you how much they care.    Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.    Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.    Somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.    Somebody treasures your spirit.    Somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you.    Somebody thanks God for your friendship and love.    Somebody can't wait to see you.    Somebody loves you for who you are.    Somebody loves the way you make them feel.    Somebody wants to be with you.    Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.    Somebodys glad that you're his/her friend.    Somebody wants to be your friend.    Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.    Somebody is alive because of you.    Somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.    Somebody wants to get to know you better.    Somebody wants to be near you.    Somebody misses your advice/guidance.    Somebody has faith in you.    Somebody trusts you.    Somebody needs your support.    Somebody needs you to have faith in them.    Somebody will cry when they read this.    Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.    Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.    And many, many, people will miss you if you're gone.    I know you didn't believe that. Most people don't. But read it over again, and this time listen to me: IT'S TRUE. Try to trust me on that.      Theres no thrill in easy sailing,    When the sky is clear and blue,    Theres no joy in merely doing,    Things which anyone can do,    But there is a some fulfillment,    That is mighty sweet to take,    When you reach a destination,    You though you couldnt make.      Good luck, and don't give up hope. Things will get better eventually, just keep your eye on the light at the end of that tunnel. Because it's there if you believe it is. Don't give up, and have an awsome, awsome life.     i don't even know that many people. I didn't say they were all different people. They could be only a few that fit into any of those categories. Either way, look at everything else I said. Really, try to be positive, and remember that you'll be ok :). Anonymous Posted at 7:32 am on April 28, 2007 Quote: from xoxo1234 at 12:29 am on April 29, 2007 One thing that Anonymous has to live for: Your Future. Which you certainly won't have if you die. Think about everything you could have -- riches, a social life, a boyfriend/girlfriend, a family, and most importantly happiness. Life may be rocky now, but it really, truly, won't be like this forever. And if you die you're wasting a way a life that could be full of love, peace, and happiness. It's true that your roads a little (or alot) rocky right now, and that's ok.   I tell everyone that after every fall you get up stronger. But you have to get yourself up! Trust me, there is no greater feeling then coming out of a depression. I know from experience.     Somebody is very proud of you. Somebody is thinking about you.   Somebody cares about you.   Somebody misses you.   Somebody loves talking to you. Somebody wants to be with you right now. Somebody hopes your not in trouble.   Somebody is thankful for the help that you have provided. Somebody wants to hold your hand.   Somebody hopes that everything turns out alright for you. Somebody wants you to be happy.   Somebody wants you to find that special person. Somebody is celebrating your successes.   Somebody wants to give you a gift.   Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.   Somebody wants to hug you.   Somebody loves you.   Somebody admires your strength.   Somebody is thinking of you and your smile.   Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.   Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.   Somebody thinks the world of you.   Somebody wants to protect you.   Somebody would do anything for you. Somebody wants you to forgive them.   Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.   Somebody wants to laugh with you.   Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there. Somebody is thanking God for you.   Somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional. Somebody values your advice.   Somebody wants to tell you how much they care. Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.   Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.   Somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms. Somebody treasures your spirit.   Somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you. Somebody thanks God for your friendship and love.   Somebody can't wait to see you.   Somebody loves you for who you are.   Somebody loves the way you make them feel. Somebody wants to be with you.   Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.   Somebodys glad that you're his/her friend.   Somebody wants to be your friend.   Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.   Somebody is alive because of you.   Somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.   Somebody wants to get to know you better.   Somebody wants to be near you.   Somebody misses your advice/guidance.   Somebody has faith in you.   Somebody trusts you.   Somebody needs your support.   Somebody needs you to have faith in them.   Somebody will cry when they read this.   Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.   Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you. And many, many, people will miss you if you're gone.   I know you didn't believe that. Most people don't. But read it over again, and this time listen to me: IT'S TRUE. Try to trust me on that.   Theres no thrill in easy sailing,   When the sky is clear and blue,   Theres no joy in merely doing,   Things which anyone can do,   But there is a some fulfillment,   That is mighty sweet to take,   When you reach a destination,   You though you couldnt make.   Good luck, and don't give up hope. Things will get better eventually, just keep your eye on the light at the end of that tunnel. Because it's there if you believe it is. Don't give up, and have an awsome, awsome life.       i don't even know that many people. xoxo1234 Posted at 7:29 am on April 28, 2007 One thing that Anonymous has to live for: Your Future. Which you certainly won't have if you die. Think about everything you could have -- riches, a social life, a boyfriend/girlfriend, a family, and most importantly happiness. Life may be rocky now, but it really, truly, won't be like this forever. And if you die you're wasting a way a life that could be full of love, peace, and happiness. It's true that your roads a little (or alot) rocky right now, and that's ok.   I tell everyone that after every fall you get up stronger. But you have to get yourself up! Trust me, there is no greater feeling then coming out of a depression. I know from experience.   Somebody is very proud of you. Somebody is thinking about you.   Somebody cares about you.   Somebody misses you.   Somebody loves talking to you. Somebody wants to be with you right now. Somebody hopes your not in trouble.   Somebody is thankful for the help that you have provided. Somebody wants to hold your hand.   Somebody hopes that everything turns out alright for you. Somebody wants you to be happy.   Somebody wants you to find that special person. Somebody is celebrating your successes.   Somebody wants to give you a gift.   Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.   Somebody wants to hug you.   Somebody loves you.   Somebody admires your strength.   Somebody is thinking of you and your smile.   Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.   Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.   Somebody thinks the world of you.   Somebody wants to protect you.   Somebody would do anything for you. Somebody wants you to forgive them.   Somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.   Somebody wants to laugh with you.   Somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there. Somebody is thanking God for you.   Somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional. Somebody values your advice.   Somebody wants to tell you how much they care. Somebody wants to share their dreams with you.   Somebody wants to hold you in their arms.   Somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms. Somebody treasures your spirit.   Somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you. Somebody thanks God for your friendship and love.   Somebody can't wait to see you.   Somebody loves you for who you are.   Somebody loves the way you make them feel. Somebody wants to be with you.   Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.   Somebodys glad that you're his/her friend.   Somebody wants to be your friend.   Somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.   Somebody is alive because of you.   Somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.   Somebody wants to get to know you better.   Somebody wants to be near you.   Somebody misses your advice/guidance.   Somebody has faith in you.   Somebody trusts you.   Somebody needs your support.   Somebody needs you to have faith in them.   Somebody will cry when they read this.   Somebody needs you to let them be your friend.   Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you. And many, many, people will miss you if you're gone.   I know you didn't believe that. Most people don't. But read it over again, and this time listen to me: IT'S TRUE. Try to trust me on that. Theres no thrill in easy sailing,   When the sky is clear and blue,   Theres no joy in merely doing,   Things which anyone can do,   But there is a some fulfillment,   That is mighty sweet to take,   When you reach a destination,   You though you couldnt make. Good luck, and don't give up hope. Things will get better eventually, just keep your eye on the light at the end of that tunnel. Because it's there if you believe it is. Don't give up, and have an awsome, awsome life.   haley13 Posted at 7:25 am on April 28, 2007 yes you do You just have to fined it! Anonymous Posted at 7:25 am on April 28, 2007 Quote: from dover123107 at 12:20 am on April 29, 2007 aw hun its ok :( **hugs** PM me if u want to tlk   maybe i can help no becasue the times i have pm'd people, it has been my "friends" in fake accounts, and now i can't trust anyone on here... dover123107 Posted at 7:20 am on April 28, 2007 aw hun its ok :( **hugs** PM me if u want to tlk maybe i can help All 12 previous replies displayed.