I feel like an outcast in my family. I dont feel included. The more I try to make them happy, the more I get bashed about how I am setting myself up for failure, and will never be good enough.
I've stopped cutting for the most part...but I find it so hard not to these days. I feel more and more depressed and not worth anything.
Everyone wants me to be everything I just cant achieve. Its like they want me to be pretty, smart, the over achiever...everything. I try my best,..but its never good enough.