Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i think i need to get fixed Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 1:17 pm on June 14, 2008 i've been unemployed since feb, i left college in the mid of the month, and been sorta trying to get a job. i've been on my computer constantly since then, my parents are trying to help me get a job, but i just dont wanna grow up that fast i guess..i had a hard time in highschool, i was the fatkid that was socially retarded. what i'm really worried about, is that when i meet someone on the net or through css (fps i play alot) i tend to dislike my life so far that much that i'll lie. for some reason i need to somehow make my life seem more interesting.. some people even know me as an orphan who's dad killed his mother..(i know, kinda sick) the people that know me like that are pretty close e-friends. right now the only thing thats keeping me sane right now is my friends that i play css with. my mother is a webdesigner that recently got an hnd degree in web development, i'm really proud of her, she sort of understands why im' on the computer constantly. but my dads pretty old fassioned, he's a printer, and thinks that i'm going to end up going on a killing spree or somthing. i've been trying to explain to him that it isn't like that, but he kinda looks at me, "mmhmm's" disaprovingly and says somthing like "well stop going on it" or somthing. i dont even know why i'm still typing..doubt any of you will have read all of this, i guess i just need to write it down so i can think about it :\

Replies Anonymous Posted at 1:25 pm on June 14, 2008 i had friends, but they were a year above me, and ended up drifting away when they went to college the year before me. i'm socially awkward and kinda live in the middle of nowhere to. might i add micus, the link in your comment makes my head hurt >.< Micus Posted at 1:21 pm on June 14, 2008 I think you need to get off the computer and go live life and make real friends. bigdutchman Posted at 1:20 pm on June 14, 2008 my advice- email everyone u've lied to and tell them this. All 3 previous replies displayed.