Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Lord God, SOmeone Help Me.... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 12:21 am on July 20, 2008 I just took 3 mgs of Xanax and 100 mgs of Benadry all together. I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID IT! I just don't know what would posses me to do this..... What overdose symptoms should I look out for before I need to call 911? I think I did it because I want one night of sleep. But I don't know.

Replies Anonymous Posted at 12:56 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Alabamarama at 12:40 am on July 20, 2008 First you say you don't know why you did it, you wanted help, then you say you don't care... I don't care....anymore I am tired of being afraid of my dad raping me. I am fed up of being beaten everyday. I am tired of not being able to walk, run, or even work. I want to be normal, and if I can't ever walk again or be who I was, then what's the point of going on? brittanybubble Posted at 12:41 am on July 20, 2008 Call 911 before you change your mind and decide to do something much more stupid. Alabamarama Posted at 12:40 am on July 20, 2008 First you say you don't know why you did it, you wanted help, then you say you don't care... Anonymous Posted at 12:33 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from tabb at 12:31 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 12:29 am on July 20, 2008 i am being truthful.    I am crying. I don't know why I did it. I wasn't even thinking, but I just don't want to have anxiety anymore. I don't want this pain, I am tired of being home alone all the time, no human contact. I am tired of always being judged.  I am tired of panic attacks, I just want to feel at peace. I want to sleep and not have night mares. If it really is true, call 911.   And once you get better, you should probably see a psychiatrist. What does it matter, they do nothing. They don't listen to me, and it's because of them I ended up in a hospital. I give up. Life is just too hard. uwastedmyheart Posted at 12:32 am on July 20, 2008 Well I've OD'd on sleeping pills and I was paralyzed for about three hours. Couldn't get out of my bed, I was like a magnet. If you go to sleep you may want a trash can near you because usually when I OD'd I throw up everywhere. One time I threw up in my sleep and it got all over the floor. It was sickening. tabb Posted at 12:31 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 12:29 am on July 20, 2008 i am being truthful. I am crying. I don't know why I did it. I wasn't even thinking, but I just don't want to have anxiety anymore. I don't want this pain, I am tired of being home alone all the time, no human contact. I am tired of always being judged.   I am tired of panic attacks, I just want to feel at peace. I want to sleep and not have night mares. If it really is true, call 911. And once you get better, you should probably see a psychiatrist. BananaPancake Posted at 12:30 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 3:26 am on July 20, 2008 I am tired of fighting life.... and now I feel at rest, I feel peaceful. I think I should take another xanax. Omg, what the fuck is wrong with me?!   But I am so tired. I am afraid to go to sleep, but I can't fight it. My heart feels like it is slower. DO NOT TAKE ANOTHER XANEX!!!! That's the worst thing to do right now. Call 911 or Poison Control. And, do NOT go to sleep until you do so. carracer Posted at 12:29 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 12:29 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Alabamarama at 12:27 am on July 20, 2008 ....I'm thinking this is not true.   i am being truthful. I am crying. I don't know why I did it. I wasn't even thinking, but I just don't want to have anxiety anymore. I don't want this pain, I am tired of being home alone all the time, no human contact. I am tired of always being judged.   I am tired of panic attacks, I just want to feel at peace. I want to sleep and not have night mares. get over yourself man! Anonymous Posted at 12:29 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Alabamarama at 12:27 am on July 20, 2008 ....I'm thinking this is not true. i am being truthful. I am crying. I don't know why I did it. I wasn't even thinking, but I just don't want to have anxiety anymore. I don't want this pain, I am tired of being home alone all the time, no human contact. I am tired of always being judged. I am tired of panic attacks, I just want to feel at peace. I want to sleep and not have night mares. carracer Posted at 12:27 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 12:26 am on July 20, 2008 I am tired of fighting life.... and now I feel at rest, I feel peaceful. I think I should take another xanax. Omg, what the fuck is wrong with me?!   But I am so tired. I am afraid to go to sleep, but I can't fight it. My heart feels like it is slower. CALL THE DAMN NUMBER 911! Rowanie Posted at 12:27 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Alabamarama at 8:27 am on July 20, 2008 ....I'm thinking this is not true. so am I... Alabamarama Posted at 12:27 am on July 20, 2008 ....I'm thinking this is not true. Anonymous Posted at 12:26 am on July 20, 2008 I am tired of fighting life.... and now I feel at rest, I feel peaceful. I think I should take another xanax. Omg, what the fuck is wrong with me?! But I am so tired. I am afraid to go to sleep, but I can't fight it. My heart feels like it is slower. Anonymous Posted at 12:24 am on July 20, 2008 Quote: from Rowanie at 12:23 am on July 20, 2008 Just call 991 right away! I don't know about those drugs... is there anyone in the house? You should tell them what you did asap. No one is home.... But I finally feel peaceful. uwastedmyheart Posted at 12:24 am on July 20, 2008 Xanax - somnolence, confusion, impaired coordination, diminished reflexes, and coma. Benedryl - extreme sleepiness, confusion, weakness, ringing in the ears, blurred vision, large pupils, dry mouth, flushing, fever, shaking, insomnia, hallucinations, and possibly seizures. Most recent 15 of 22 previous replies displayed.