So I dated a guy for two years... broke up with him and had the hardest time getting over him. Met and started hanging out with another guy about a week after the breakup. Ended up dating him for 3 or 4 months. Broke up with him about a month ago. So this is my first time being single in 2 and a 1/2 years. I'm really liking being single. Sure I miss the security of a relationship, but really, it's not so bad. One of my guy friends told me last week that the day he found out I was back in a relationship was the day he was going to ask me out. He's really cool. Smart. Cuuute :) And there's another guy friend. We went to school together, but never really talked, now a year after graduation we're finally starting to hang out. He's pretty awesome too. There are a lot of things I really like about both of them.
I fall in love so easily, and now I'm trying really hard to put a wall up, to not fall for either of them. Because I don't want to get hurt again. I also don't want to hurt THEM. I know that having them as just friends is fine, but I'm scared I'll fall for them. I always do.
I should just go live in a shoebox somewhere under someone's bed.
Sorry for ranting, thanks for reading.