Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic The invisible wall that no one sees Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Uptown Swag Posted at 5:06 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 I hate myself Things I once loved...I have become indifferent I changed...became anew, something dark Something unnatural I have lost myself in a sea of uncertainty Hating the very fiber of my being I want an escape I want to be someone else But I cannot I want to end my life Quick..painless I am frozen by inability Because of them... My family, my friends, my mentors, my followers They all want me here So I am forced day by day Night by night To live this hellish nightmare A nightmare from which I will not wake Forever I shall die a husk For I am no longer human Someone...eliminate me, erase me I cannot do it myself.

Replies Azrael Posted at 5:11 pm on Oct. 29, 2008 You're not as cool as you think you are. You're not inhumane, you're a whiny little kid who needs to deal with it. Quit being such a bitch.