Start a revolution
figured i might. still considering it.
I am so decadent, I laze about, I am worthless to everyone around me, it makes me depressed. I know I could be useful if I had commitment and staying power, but because I don't I've developed no useful skills. I do all this stuff, reading books for information, singing, studying, writing, trying to get fit and so on - but for what? Just endless accumulation of information and random skills? Why? Am I ever going to use them? Will they ever be worth the effort, or is all this "personal development" really just a form of entertainment? A way to keep myself busy until I die or find something worthwhile to do?
become buddhist
2) go find a girlfriend. or a boyfriend. whichever floats your boat. stop being so self-centered.
You're still young.
yea