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rosebud
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Posted at 1:38 am on Nov. 17, 2008 |
Quote: from Catacomb at 5:24 am on Nov. 17, 2008
Quote: from rosebud at 2:04 am on Nov. 17, 2008
yeah it was the same, except i didnt think about it and now i do it sort of was better for me but i dont want to quit
better before? what substances dont you want to quit.
tobacco mostly |
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snowfish
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Posted at 2:40 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from Catacomb at 3:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from snowfish at 7:12 am on Nov. 17, 2008
over the last 6 years, I've had addictions to caffeine, nicotine, opiates, and I think I need to come to terms with the fact that I'm an alcoholic. At least, I rarely go more than 15 hours without a drink. 
looking back would you do it again 
I don't think that there's really an objective way to look at that. Looking back, I still would have been struggling with the same forces in my life that made me/allowed me to start smoking-drinking-popping-pills. So yeah, I'm not happy to be addicted but for now I'm resigned to itPr |
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Catacomb
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Posted at 12:23 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from snowfish at 7:12 am on Nov. 17, 2008
over the last 6 years, I've had addictions to caffeine, nicotine, opiates, and I think I need to come to terms with the fact that I'm an alcoholic. At least, I rarely go more than 15 hours without a drink. 
looking back would you do it again |
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snowfish
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Posted at 12:12 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from Catacomb at 3:05 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from snowfish at 7:00 am on Nov. 17, 2008
I didnt have headaches the way I do now. Now I'll have a headache and have to think about which addiction I've been neglecting. Also, I imagined addiction would be more of a monster, a physical ache, etc. It's more of a constant preoccupation and an inability to stop myself if a substance is available. 
what substances are you talking about
over the last 6 years, I've had addictions to caffeine, nicotine, opiates, and I think I need to come to terms with the fact that I'm an alcoholic. At least, I rarely go more than 15 hours without a drink. |
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Catacomb
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Posted at 12:05 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from snowfish at 7:00 am on Nov. 17, 2008
I didnt have headaches the way I do now. Now I'll have a headache and have to think about which addiction I've been neglecting. Also, I imagined addiction would be more of a monster, a physical ache, etc. It's more of a constant preoccupation and an inability to stop myself if a substance is available. 
what substances are you talking about |
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snowfish
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Posted at 12:00 pm on Nov. 16, 2008 |
| I didnt have headaches the way I do now. Now I'll have a headache and have to think about which addiction I've been neglecting. Also, I imagined addiction would be more of a monster, a physical ache, etc. It's more of a constant preoccupation and an inability to stop myself if a substance is available. |
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Catacomb
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Posted at 10:24 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from rosebud at 2:04 am on Nov. 17, 2008
yeah it was the same, except i didnt think about it and now i do it sort of was better for me but i dont want to quit
better before? what substances dont you want to quit. |
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rosebud
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Posted at 7:04 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
yeah it was the same, except i didnt think about it and now i do it sort of was better for me but i dont want to quit |
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sykexl
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Posted at 3:57 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from Catacomb at 2:38 am on Nov. 16, 2008
Quote: from sykexl at 9:37 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Not really, no. I've always have had an addictive personality. 
what the fuck kind of bullshit response is this
What, do I need to dumb it down for you to understand? Clearly you don't realize it doesn't matter the substance. An addict is an addict is an addict. |
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Catacomb
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Posted at 2:38 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from sykexl at 9:37 pm on Nov. 16, 2008
Not really, no. I've always have had an addictive personality. 
what the fuck kind of bullshit response is this |
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sykexl
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Posted at 2:37 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
| Not really, no. I've always have had an addictive personality. |
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Catacomb
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Posted at 2:37 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
| take this seriously damn you |
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roflfuckyou
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Posted at 2:36 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
| there was a time when i wasn't addicted? |
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kaylalynn2008
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Posted at 2:26 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
Quote: from blufindr at 2:18 am on Nov. 16, 2008
Yes. I got bored. And then I discovered Livewire. 
i lol'd. but this. |
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empathyisdead
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Posted at 2:21 am on Nov. 16, 2008 |
| It depends what I was doing with my life before the addiction. Not to condone addictions of any sort, but a state of sobriety when I had nothing to do and was effectively wasting away anyway made it worse - however the down sides of addictions are many. The fucked up things I've done because of addictions, and just general lack of self-control... mind you, I never seem to learn, either. |
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