Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic So fucking scared Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post murphy mcbagel Posted at 7:52 pm on July 10, 2009 im so fucking scared im gonna turn out like my dad. not what he's done,but who he is. i know it's impossible but ive been around him for so long i don't want to turn into this cold, emotionless and pathetic adult. i don't want to have to rely on people and i don't want to get into flying rages over the drop of a pin. like i wonder if he even has feelings (as a guy i know you don't cry over sunsets but i think he fakes all his feelings. i look in his eyes and i don't see anything). i don't want to slip through the cracks and turn into some secretly psychotic person. GOD DAMMIT i am so afraid that i'm not even living my own life. just thought i'd vent...

Replies SpRiNgS Posted at 8:06 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from murphy mcbagel at 7:55 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) i had a feeling you'd respond. do you feel the same way? that you'll be different from your dad? yeah. you seem very adamant in doing such that I believe you will murphy mcbagel Posted at 7:55 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) i had a feeling you'd respond. do you feel the same way? SpRiNgS Posted at 7:53 pm on July 10, 2009 He probably does have feelings just expresses things differently you know? You won't slip through the cracks with your resolve, i'm sure of it. MOst children learn from their parents mistakes, and do their best to be better parents. I'm sure you'll do the same :) All 3 previous replies displayed.