Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I'm confused... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 5:24 pm on May 4, 2008 Epilepsy has really fucked me up. Especially since I have 3 types of seizures that have evenly effected languange, memory, and execuctive functions. In the last 2 years I've lived in isolation, with no healthy relationships except with my mom. But seeing 2300 happy kids who ignore me every day seriously pisses me off. I'm not sure if I like people anymore. I don't know if I long for a partner. I feel more like killing someone. Them parents said when you get angry to hit a pillow. I want a reaction. I want to hit a mirror with a bat. Until I am happy I want to make someone suffer.

Replies Anonymous Posted at 5:24 pm on May 4, 2008 Epilepsy has really fucked me up. Especially since I have 3 types of seizures that have evenly effected languange, memory, and execuctive functions. In the last 2 years I've lived in isolation, with no healthy relationships except with my mom. But seeing 2300 happy kids who ignore me every day seriously pisses me off. I'm not sure if I like people anymore. I don't know if I long for a partner. I feel more like killing someone. Them parents said when you get angry to hit a pillow. I want a reaction. I want to hit a mirror with a bat. Until I am happy I want to make someone suffer. All 2 previous replies displayed.