mostly at family, from the beginning, i never felt close to my family, ever. its like if something happens, then we dont talk about it ever. ever since i threw up on purpose my mom was on my case, anything i did she monitored like crazy, not only that, my friends, my freakin best friend she had to be so nosy bout, wen it wasn't even her business to know. holy crap, not to mention that, im really havin a tough time jus figuring myself out. i dnt need anymore trouble.

okay, rant is over. thx