i hate everyone and my boyfriend dosent help i mean i love him alot but i feel like he dosent love me

And hes the best boyfriend i could ever ask for.

my sister has been pissing me off and she lies all the flippan time and i cant take it anymore

and school im doing great all A'S BUt the people here are mean  im tired of switching schools.

i feel so hopeless. lost

all i wanna do is fit in and be myself and actually feel alive and not dead and im tired of worrying about everything.

its not fair. i seriously just wanna run away and find a mountian and scream my lungs off in the top of the mountain. eghh!!!

Ihavent been on this site in forever.
and i miss t alot it really helped so i can vent and get things out.

but seriously i have no idea what i should do.

my family is seperated im   ina  foster hoe because of the family issues.

my real mothers so depressed and shes workking dso hard like 15 hours a day at a stupid pizza shop and than she has a  nother job at a cloths store just to make everything work and to get me back again

I dnt know what to do i feel liek all of this is my fault

al iw anna do is be with my real family

but i hate my stepdad h blames me for everythuing and anything.

my grandmas psyco.

the family im with now is a wonderul family.

but still i do not feel whole and compleate. why why is that?

grr. can someone just please tell me  your advice or anyting.