Adding Reply Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Me and My ED Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 6:43 am on July 2, 2008 This is how i live my life. Everyday I wake up, go to the toilet and get something to eat. I log on and keep eating. I eat all day while im on the computer. I eat so much i cannot move. I eat so much my insides are bursting and my skin is on fire. So then I take a shit load of laxatives and i cry in pain because they hurt me so much. And sometimes I am so ill from all the food that i cant move so i have to crap myself. Then at half 6 my dad gets back. I go to my room and dream of getting away. I sleep. I wake up, knowing today will be the same. I go to sleep, knowing when i wake up il get fatter. This is my life, everyday. Don't judge my ed, and don't judge me. Don't pretend you understand if you don't. Don't critiscise what you know nothing about. Think twice before you call someone "fat".

Replies razorthin desirexx Posted at 6:16 pm on July 9, 2008 When you eat while you're on the computer or watching tv you eat more than you realize because it takes the body 20 minutes to realize it's full, the tv and other activities distract you from realizing this. I wasn't sure if you knew that or not to see if maybe it'd help out, but I understand with compulsions you pretty much can't help it at all. I wanted to just tell you in case you didn't try switching up your routine a bit. And taking laxatives really doesn't help, it hurts you more. I've taken them and realize that it's just a mental thing, it makes you feel safe that you take them, but when you look at it they don't help you lose much weight. Usually it's only a pound or two. Your body has already taken all the calories and nutrients from the food, and the laxatives just have you get rid of the food after wards. I hope I didn't offend you that's def not what I'm trying to do.<3 devilindisguize Posted at 2:20 pm on July 5, 2008 Well its actually very common for a person with anorexia or bulimia to go through stages of compulsive over-eating, thats the story of my life. you know that its a compulsion, and that its not always controlable, so all you have to do is work on keeping yourself busy and distracted. Changing the types of food available in your house can also help, you're much better off to binge on fruits and vegetables. I'm sorry that this is the story of your life :( I know what you go through tell me again Posted at 7:02 am on July 2, 2008 Everyday I wake up, go to the toilet and get something to eat. lovemetwicetoday Posted at 6:53 am on July 2, 2008 I've never had this problem, so I really can't help you there All I can say is spend less time on the computer, I know this bloody website is addictive though haha. Anonymous Posted at 6:51 am on July 2, 2008 Quote: from lovemetwicetoday at 6:48 am on July 2, 2008 Well you obviously know what you're doing wrong, you're eating and you aren't getting any exercise, when you're hungry sometimes if you get a glass of water or something to drink, it can stop making you feel hungry. im not hungry i know it is a compulsion its quite funny because i had an anorexic/bullimic patch for a few months which has now turned into compulsive eating :s lovemetwicetoday Posted at 6:48 am on July 2, 2008 Well you obviously know what you're doing wrong, you're eating and you aren't getting any exercise, when you're hungry sometimes if you get a glass of water or something to drink, it can stop making you feel hungry. Anonymous Posted at 6:47 am on July 2, 2008 Quote: from lovemetwicetoday at 6:45 am on July 2, 2008 Is that a poem? No its my life Warm Apple Pie Posted at 6:46 am on July 2, 2008 When you eat it's probably just a compulsion, you aren't really hungry. Try getting celery and munching on that instead. lovemetwicetoday Posted at 6:45 am on July 2, 2008 Is that a poem? All 9 previous replies displayed.